Thursday, October 6, 2011

Tumor Marker Update, PET Scan Scheduled, T-DM1 Trial... OH MY!

After my tumor marker increased AGAIN this week (yes, we're up 15 points to 320), we FINALLY scheduled another PET scan to see what's going on.  We gave the new cocktail a 6 - 8 week period to "kick in" and do it's thing, but because the tumor marker has been fluctuating, we need to see what's going on. 
 
In the meantime, we've had a backup plan brewing!  Yesterday Jason, Marion and I visited the South Texas Accelerated Research Therapeutics (START) Center down in San Antonio to find out more about a clinical trial using an experimental drug known as T-DM1. 
 
A quick intro about START (per http://startthecure.com/index.php):
South Texas Accelerated Research Therapeutics (START) directs clinical trials of novel anticancer agents using a high quality and innovative information technology infrastructure to ensure accurate and rapid clinical trials in a setting that emphasizes personalized and compassionate clinical care. The mission of START is to accelerate the development of new anticancer drugs that will improve the quality of life and survival for patients with cancer. Our drug development program is not only furthering cancer research, but also offers hope to patients facing the toughest cancer battles.
 
Thanks to the best mother-in-law in the world, here are a few excerpts from some of her internet research on T-DM1...
 
According to Caring.com, T-DM1 is a 2-in1 "Trojan Horse" therapy in which Herceptin zeroes in on the cancer cells and delivers a chemotherapy agent that stops cancer cell division.  Haiken proceeds to explain that Oncologists don't like the term "miracle drug," and try not to use it -- but the word miracle was in fact used when researchers presented results of a Phase II trial of T-DM1at the Breast Cancer Symposium in San Antonio. 
 
And according to http://www.reuters.com/, Women with an aggressive type of advanced breast cancer can live significantly longer without their disease getting worse if they are treated with an experimental "armed antibody" drug.  T-DM1 is a new kind of so-called "armed antibody" drug that can carry a cell-killing payload into cancer cells.  It combines trastuzumab, an antibody and the active ingredient in Herceptin, with the agent DM1 -- a derivative of an extremely powerful type of chemotherapy called maytansine.  "Maytansine was a chemotherapy that was being developed in the 1980s, but it was so toxic that they shelved it," Hurvitz told reporters during an EMCC briefing.  "So what they've done now is to figure out how to link it to the trastuzumab" so that it is not activated until it reaches the cancer cell.  "The magic is in the link," she said. "The whole thing is internalized within the cell. It's actually quite unique."  The fact the drug delivers its toxic payload directly into cells is also thought to be key to why it causes fewer side effects like hair loss and low white blood cell counts.
 
Ummm, "fewer side effects like hair loss and low white blood cell counts."  BOOYAH!!!  Is it possible that I dodged another bullet in the fight to keep my hair???  If not, I'm still planning on that head shaving party!  I tell ya, any excuse to throw a party, huh?!  ;)
 
So yes, I'll proceed to have my PET scan tomorrow to see what's going on, but it's looking like this trial might be my next course of action.  I'll be sure to keep you posted.  And hey, traveling to S.A. for my infusions can't be that bad... maybe I'll finally get a chance to see if the Alamo really has a basement!!  I'm almost ashamed to admit what movie that came from!  Ha ha!  ;)

Monday, October 3, 2011

Little Pink Houses of Hope - Nags Head, NC

Jason and I just got back from an AMAZING week in North Carolina!  It was by far the most relaxing vacation I've ever been on and it made me realize how desperately Jason and I needed that!  We have Little Pink Houses of Hope (LPHOH) to thank for making this memorable trip possible! 
 
Throughout this last summer, LPHOH provided week long beach retreats to breast cancer patients and their families.  I applied and we were one of 7 families that were selected for the retreat in Nags Head, NC.  In an earlier blog entry I said, "you have no idea how I wish it was on different terms."  Yes, that is true, however, I feel truly blessed to be the recipient of such an amazing experience.  The overwhelming support from the community, the volunteers participating on the trip and the donations that were made to make this retreat happen, brings tears to my eyes. Seriously, my heart can't smile any bigger!  And speaking of the volunteers, there was one in particular volunteer that I have to mention... Karen, thank you so much!  Jason and I really enjoyed spending the time we shared w/ you!  You made the retreat in Nags Head even more special... thanks for dedicating your time, energy and heart into making this week so special to us!  
 
This trip also provided an amazing opportunity to hang out w/ family friends in Raliegh.  This is a shout out to the Keatings and their incredible hospitality... thank y'all for everything.   And while we were passing through Raliegh we also had the pleasure of meeting my "long lost cousin-in-law."  Steph, I'm so glad I finally had the opportunity to meet you and your family! 
 
I've attached a few pics from the trip.  Unfortunately I didn't capture how beautiful NC is right now... everything is just so green.  And no, I'm not talking about the environment... I'm talking about the color!!  That's something I haven't seen in Texas for awhile.  The pine trees that lined the roads driving to the Outerbanks was just beautiful.  While we were there it rained off and on and while everyone else was ducking for cover, J and I were dancing in it!  Fortunately for y'all, I DON'T have a picture of that!  And I'm sorry to burst some of your "Everything is Bigger in Texas" bubbles... NC has us beat on something.  I know, I know, but don't worry... that doesn't necessarily mean it's better!  I'm surprised it's not their state bird, but they have gigantic mosquitos.  Yikes! 
 
Thanks again LPHOH!!  An AMAZING retreat that provided a break from the daily grind of fighting cancer... emotionally, physically, financially.  I feel fresh... rejuvenated... alive!  And forgive me, but I decided to "tweak" your motto...  ;)
 
Live Stronger.  Laugh Harder.  Love Deeper.  Lets Kick Some Cancer Ass.








Thursday, September 22, 2011

SO Frustrated

Well, last week my tumor marker went down 7 points.  We were hoping for a downward trend over the next couple of weeks, but unfortunately it went up 30 points this week.  We're back in the 300's.  Well, isn't that just the pickle on the crap sandwich that is my day?!  Seriously?!?  What in the hell is this tumor marker doing?!?  I guess at this point there's no sense in fretting about it... I'm feeling good and my side isn't hurting so that's a good sign.  We're going to check the tumor marker again the week after next so maybe it will start going back down... we were wanting to give this new cocktail a 6 - 8 week time frame to start doing it's thing.  So as frustrating as this is, I can't get wrapped up in the tumor marker fluctuating the way it is.  So alas, we wait.  Hmmmmm, deja vu!!!

In the meantime I'm going to enjoy this next week... an amazing opportunity in the OBX w/ my hubby!  That would be the Outer Banks in N. Carolina.  Thanks for the lingo Steph and thanks to Little Pink Houses of Hope (LPHOH)!  I'm starting to love their motto...

Live Stronger.  Laugh Harder.  Love Deeper.

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Live Stronger. Laugh Harder. Love Deeper.

Can you believe it has been almost a year since I was diagnosed?!  Well, I can't believe I was diagnosed PERIOD, but I surely can't believe it's almost been a year.  I remember the last day of September 2010 getting that unbearable pain in my side, Jason dragging me to the ER and then scheduling that first appointment w/ Tx Oncology.  Wow!  A lot has happened since then!  
 
Well, as y'all know, I tried my luck with applying for a weekend retreat called Casting for Recovery.  Unfortunately I wasn't accepted, BUT since it's such an amazing program and opportunity, I'm looking forward to applying next Spring.  In the meantime, I heard about another incredibly amazing nonprofit called Little Pink Houses of Hope (LPHOH) which offers week long summer retreats in the Carolinas.  No harm in applying right?!  Well, as Tommy Boy would say... "Holy Shnike!"  I WAS ACCEPTED!!  

At the end of the month Jason and I will be spending a week long, all expense paid vacation in Nags Head, NC.  I was a little hesitant to post this amazing news earlier... we weren't quite sure if the retreat would be postponed or cancelled due to Irene.  From what I understand, the retreat is on and we are ready to go!!  I'm excited!  I'm giddy!  And to be quite honest I'm in awe of the volunteers and the power of donations that make these retreats possible!  

Yes, this is an incredible opportunity for Jason and I and I think it's crazy that the timing of the retreat is exactly one year from the day my liver was screaming at me "hey, there's something wrong."  As much as I'm looking forward to this trip, you have no idea how I wish it was on different terms!  But I have no doubt in my mind that I will...
 
Live Stronger. Laugh Harder. Love Deeper.

Friday, September 16, 2011

Another Tumor Marker Update

My tumor marker is down 7 points, from 278 to 271.  I have an appt w/ Dr. H on Tuesday so I'm anxious to see what she has to say.  We'll also be checking the marker again next week so I can only hope that it continues to go down.  Until then I hope everyone has a fabulous weekend!!  TGIF!!!

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Challenge Accepted IV

Woohoo!!!  More CfR pics!  Y'all are awesome!!

Annah
Estes Park, CO
Summer 2011
"Escaping the TX heat... Fly fishing in CO"


Jason & I with Riley & "Shuff-u-lin' Sam"
Wanna Wanna Bar
"Labor Day 2K!  LET'S DO THIS!"

Ruth... & Mary Poppins
9/9/11
"Excited to be at work on a Casual Friday"


Brian
9/9/11
"Couldn't wait to get out in a stream to model... in the mean time it's Casual Friday"

Tumor Marker Update

Okay, I'm getting a little behind on my blog updates... to catch you up to speed, last week there seemed to be an upward trend w/ my tumor marker.  NOT quite the news I had wanted to hear.  On Aug 1st it was 160, on Aug 17 it jumped up to 245 and on Aug 29 it made another jump up to 315.  (To refresh you memory on what the tumor marker is, refer to my 6/11/11 blog entry).  Dr H is still thinking this is a part of the "flare up" from the new drugs I'm taking.  Which might be the case... this week the tumor marker went down to 278.  Not where we were, but it's going down... I'LL TAKE IT!!!  Dr. H was wanting to give this new drug combo about 6 - 8 weeks to "do it's thing," so hopefully in the next week or two it will start doing it's thing!!  We'll be checking the tumor marker again next week so my fingers are crossed that it continues to go down.  I'm obviously hoping this new drug combo works, but if the tumor marker for whatever reason doesn't continue to go down OR for whatever reason starts going back up, then we of course have a backup plan in mind.  So alas, we wait!!